Not many years ago, while I was still coming to terms with my conscious existence, a feeling popped up in my brain and this was no ordinary feeling. As I grew old it grew with me and only kept getting stronger. What it made me realize was that somewhere in the realms of this planet, my life was getting broadcasted on a big screen in front of some chosen people. And its not that these people are out there to laugh at me or discourage me at various points in my life, they are just always there watching.
Ofcourse, as time continued to pass by, it stopped affecting me but then I realized another thing. I had started to build a conscience within me. A conscience which could seperate "right" from "wrong" at any given time and with anything I did. It was no longer a question of making a choice of what lay before was "right" or "wrong" for me. It was just so beautifully understood and therefore didn't need to be analysed anymore.
I think the people who were watching me were no other but the daemons of my consciuosness. Everytime I did something that was not really me... they just watched and quitely created an entry to have it posted to me later on in my life. Its not the karma that revolves around to come pay us a visit later, its our own conscience which has been thorough with its notemaking. The point that we know that we acted in a certain way in some point in our life will always stay with us regardless of the time. It is me who will chose to accept it or not.
